Saturday, September 18, 2010

Fuckin Coward's Poem

hell ow guys, 2 bulan terakhir ini bener-bener bulan yang melelahkan otak dan fikiran gw. knapa? yeah u know, ive been spending my time a lot for her. Her? yeah, Her. the one that i told u before in my previous posts. no progress at all since the last update in my blog. Damn! man, i really-really hate myself for being such a fuckin coward.

kadang gw bingung, disatu sisi gw benci jadi orang yang cemen didepan cw. disisi lain gw benci sama dia yg bikin gw gak enak ngapa2in selama 2 bulan ini. pengen gw tereak didepan mukanya yg kenceeeng bgt sampe dia sadar, kalo dia uda buat orang lain bener2 tersiksa. gw tau ini bukan salah dia, dia gak pernah salah apa-apa sama gw. kenal aja nggak. tapi, gw terlalu egois untuk menyalahkan semuanya sama diri gw sendiri. gw butuh alesan untuk ngelupain, so i hate u, and then i can forget everything about u & ur happy perfect life.

i hate ur chubby cheek, i hate ur silly hair, i hate ur yellow jacket, i hate ur white sneakers, i hate ur 'Wrangler's shirt, i hate ur smile n ur little teeth, i hate ur name, i hate to remember ur beautiful eyes, i hate to see ur nose, i hate ur round face, i hate to see u walk in front of me.

IN FACT, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT U!!

but, no mattter how loud i scream about those things, still, i cant forget her. and if u asked me why? i have no answer, except: "Her perfection has stole my entire life..."


4 comments:

*runrunphii said...

makanya mendingan dikasih tau ke dia coba .. jangan dipendem aja .ntar jadi jerawat tauu .. -> gitu kata mama sayah . *halah

Abe said...

andai saja semudah itu kawan. setiap dia ada didepan muka gw, kaki gw berasa diiket sama gajah purba. gak bisa gerak sama sekali. ya, tertawalah... -__-'

*runrunphii said...

besok kalo ketemu dia bawa tikus .selipin di kantong kanan celana .jadi kalo gajah purbanya mulai berulah ,langsung keluarin tikusnya .. -> saran yang cukup bagus ,eh ?
*dihajar*

Abe said...

terima kasih, ide anda benar2 JENIUS!!! *sini, saya tabok?*