Anonymous Girl

allright fellas, lets straight to the point.

i think im in love. and yes, im serious.

yeah, after those awful past, finally i can move along and here i am. getting crush to this girl with a beautiful eyes and heart shaking stare. dammit man, i dunno what the hell am i talking about. just keep reading okay? *ssigh...

well, when ur in love u must feel the same way dont u? smiling just bcoz remember her accidental gaze with ur eyes. ur entire body suddenly become clumsy and stupid when she walk across in front of u? oh, and dont forget the sudden paralysis to ur feet. i gotta say this man, this is the only suffer that i enjoy most. why? frankly, i dunno, theres no logical answer for this questions. im in love, remember?

alright, but there's one big-major problem in this situations. so im in love with this girl. but, i dont even know what her name is. silly eh? well, thats me! welcome to my life. where everything seems so absurd. and now im still working on this 'hai there, whats ur name' dialogue. just shoot me anywhere u want mate, rather than asking this fucking-difficult-dumb-idiotic question. god...

So here we are. finally my guts can cooperate with me, and i asking her name! and guess what? she's so lovely-nice and greet me very warm. seeing this chance i dont want to throw it away. so i step forward, one step closer to her and starring her beutiful eyes while im saying this;

Me : "Im so sorry if this things bother u. but i dunno when will i get this rare chance again. so im gonna spill it out, but i have to ask u one thing before, let me finish my word okay?"

Her: "Okay im ready."

Me: (smiling) "I think im in love with u.... maybe its kinda weird bcoz we know each others name like 5 minutes ago, but believe me, i adore u from the first time u came here with those yellow stripe jacket. and everyday since, i have found my reason to go to work with a thousand passion that i never done before. (breath heavily) listen, i expect nothing from this moment. really. i just want u to know, that there's someone who admire u alot. its me.

Me: "When u growing old and have a grandchild, u can tell them about this moment as a story. that long time ago, there's an ordinary man who fallin in love with this beautiful girl. and the man express his feeling right after they know each others name. the girl is flaterred. but not the man, he know he cant reach this goddess. so, soon after he thanked her for becoming a new color for the past few months in his life, he turn around, and leave the girl behind. without asking anymore question. so did the girl, silence with thousands word in her head that never came out from her mouth. The girl leave that place quietly, and go home with her real prince."

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If my life would be that easy. it will be great. okay, the anonymus girl, im here. adore u, admire u, n loving u. maybe its not important to u, but im gonna try to keep this feeling as long as i can. and no matter what, my wasted heart will always love u...