Wednesday, September 26, 2012

redemption



its never easy to bear the cold-pale truth, knowing urself forgotten deleted by someone who u adore so much. we used to spending time together, share the same thought, laughing about everything, and i believe we had same interest in many things. god, i really admire her. i always have.

they said, everything is more painful when u losing it. and now i'm in that loss. sure now i realize that i'm the one who responsible for all of this. it's all my fault, i'm being ignorance. and maybe she just tired with my poor sensitivity.

i'm not as mature as she did, and she gave me a dear lesson, a hurtful one. she made a choice, that i have to accept. even it's difficult for me to swallow it. she's just the best i ever almost had. 

i haven't heard a thing she said, in at least a couple hundred days. its just unfair to quit like that. she gave up her feelings without saying anything. i'm tired to covered this feelings with this so-called friendship bullshit thing. 

i will redeem my stupidity. i'm gonna get her back, because i'm having a pretty damn-good time with her.


Five years time
I might not know you 
Five years time 
We might not speak 
Oh In five years time 
We might not get along  
In five years time 
You might just prove me wrong
-noah and the whale

2 comments:

*runrunphii said...

wooooh!
so how's the story end?
have you get her? :D

Abe said...

soonn :D